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mY LiFe iS hErE..

Friday, October 1, 2010

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

cinta sempurna

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku dari mu
Kau berdiri teguh

Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan

Dan bila kau tiba
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu


Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku tak mampu tuk menanggung
Cinta sempurna
Darimu...
Darimu...

Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirimu
Ku sanjung setiap kata cinta
Kau berikan aku


Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurna sifatnyamu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku tak mampu tuk menanggung
Cinta sempurna
Darimu...
Darimu...

Friday, September 24, 2010

ur day, n diz is mine..

i made a promise to u,
whutever happen,
whoever come across,
i will stay,
hold on,
keep standing,
guess this is what life is,
ones wud never remain at top for so long,
n here it is..

i made a call,
i was about to..
but wasnt yet..
to say dat..
it's ur day,
n u came in first..
u r d next person after her..
i cud say..
ur fren, perhaps she's more significant than me..

flash back 12hrs before..
we had a small argument,
n dat's it..
u asked for something..
still..
i'm hurt..
there u go..
ur wish..
i made it..
i only want u to b happy wif me,
juz for diz 2 days..

it's a pain to know someone came earlier than u,
it's a pain to wait earlier than d time set,
wanted so badly to b d one u heard from,
but as planned,
u shud come n open d door for me..
so dat i can step in,
well again,
its urs..
not mine..
i keep my mouth shut,
but i nid a place to let it go,

wish i cud open my eyes,
n suddenly evrything around me change..
i have u next to me,
i have my dream comes true..
it wont happen..
i noe dat..

so,
i step out..
coz i'm not..
belong there..
allow me..
pain..n i'm hurt..again~~

Monday, September 20, 2010

the imperfection..

when we first met our frens,
we only saw d good side of themselves..
we barely feel offended to them..

after a period of time,
we started to fight,
we started to look for each other's false..

we always feel stranded,
no place to go,
no one to speak,
no one to hear,

it's not that we don't know what's going wrong,
it's not that we can't accept them,
but we need some time to change,
to fit our bad side into their life,

we need encouragement,
we need time,
i need time..

coz i'm not perfect,
i'm not like anyone else,
i'm stubborn,
sometimes heartless,
egoistic,
i hate to admit it,
but it juz at first..
it doesnt means when i opposed,
i didnt take note of it,
u'll find me diz way since u know me,
i'm juz a normal person,
i might forgotten u hated me like diz,
give me time so dat i'll b a better person..

i know i might hurt u..
n who says i'm not,
it hurts me even more knowing that i'm hurting u..
it's me..
n diz is me..

why do we have to fight over something stupid?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

keep counting ur lil broken heart

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah


That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you


If you tossing and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah



You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah


you can count on me cos' I can count on you



in reality..
even we hear thousands of promises from thousands of ppl..
saying that dey'll stay wif us..
in sadness in happiness..
d truth will never lie on u..
u'll ended up overlooked..
coz evryone has their own life..
to settle d unsettled thing..
to solve d unsolved issues..
to finish d unfinish business..
u r juz less important to them..

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

do, did & done

exception to me
i wanna make my life n days as perfect as i could
i wanna catch as much as accomplishment as i can
i wanna b all around the world in a time
i wanna b d greatest person i've ever been

thinking back
i'm such a loser
i always denying my fault
rejecting accusation

but one thing i holding on to
is never interfere wif my life if i never step in urs
don't mess wif me
if u have no guts to face my anger

i'm such a stubborn and heartless once u meet my limit
a still tongue keeps a wise head
better to shut my mouth than get my curse

p/s:: i'm nice to nice ppl.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

..sy tunggu awk..

Untuk kali keseratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”
“Apa kau buta, apa kau pura-pura suka”

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya”

“Aku lagi kenal dia”

Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata

“sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa
tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya
sayang mungkin saja keras kepala
tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua

saya kenal sayang saya”

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja, kau saja boleh rasa

Rahsia kita berdua..