In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful..
"Man is never tired of praying for good,
and if evil touch him,
then he is despairing, hopeless.
- Manusia tidak jemu memohon kebaikan,
dan jika ditimpa malapetaka,
mereka berputus asa dan hilang harapannya...-
41:49
To those who notice,
this kinda new chapter of this blog..
i woke up early this morning..
had a chat wif my bf..
n suddenly he said..
"check ur blog..on ur previous post titled (my 1st educational post)..
someone has commented..
""ur english sucks..konon student ANU""...
wow... surprisingly.. i didnt notice it..
well...
all this time, d reason why i post my blog was to spill out all i feel..
i never tot dat it'll be read by anyone else..
except those who already requested to b my follower..
honestly,
i have no reason to write for d intention of seeking any attention from anyone..
who d hell i am to seek attention from ppl?
daaaa....
so, i wont bother any comment on my post..
but when someone has commented dat, i would say..
thnx for spending ur time reading at this Bad English Writer's blog..
then i deleted all my past posts..
it juz happen..
i dun have a reason to do dat..
coz i have sumting else up then..
i juz simply deleted its all..
3 hours later..
i recited a translation of Holy Qur'an..
then i found this versus..
i think back for what i've done...
it might not completely reflect it..
but i do have reason to write something about it..
my blog was been read by someone..
but i dunnow who..
suddenly commented in such a demotivating way..(i wud say)
then, i juz simply deleted all my past posts coz i've been distracted with dat comment..
whoever u might be..
i wud say this..
my english is sucks, so...
i have reason to come to ANU n improve it..
i have reason to get scholarship to mingle wif Australian to learn their language and culture..
i have reason to write on my bog wutever i felt so dat someone like u (who really concern on my english) to rectify my wrongs..
why do i have to back down n stop writing..
this is my blog anyway..
my place to express wutever i feel inside my heart..
n if u want to read it..
its my pleasure..
n if u hate it n willing to say somthing...
be happy to do so (but wif some sensitivities taken)..
i dont even know u (since it was anonymously written)..
sometimes,
u might dun realise dat all ur words might kill a heart..
might hurt others so badly..
at first,
i was about to give up on writing..
in english particularly..
but then i realised..
i shudn't give up if i want to improve my english..
yes...my english sucks...
but at least...
i have attempted to ameliorate it..
i'm in progress of make it better..
n i believe...
good things wont come that easily..
i need to learn n be patient throughout the process..
u wont born wif such a good skills...
u have to discover n polish it up so dat ppl wud noe ur expertise..
well said then..
i take ur comment as something that i shud challenge myself to..
TQ...
